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The Blues of My Future History

by J.G. Bitter

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moving too fast I can't see what's in front of me the high didn't last and, now feels like eternity Where do you go when you don't want to be here? Where do you go when you don't want to be anywhere? Where do you go when you're tired of everything? yeah. stuck in this room, confined to my head no curtains to draw, there aint no window in here no mat at the door cause im afraid to let anyone in again. Where do you go when you don't want to be here? Where do you go when you don't want to be anywhere? Where do you go when you're tired of everything?
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Get Lost 03:43
I've been told that my eyes are too close I can reach but my limbs are much too short maybe ill change my name, write a song called get lost maybe I will find myself in Nashville today I woke to snow covering the ground maybe I can be someone who I never was if I can change this time around to be the best thing for me find yourself in an empty conscience dive inside so you know how I feel how can I be myself in this room of silence maybe this will bring us new perspective I mean, a little snow has got me grinning loud maybe it wasn't leaving that would save me it's learning that I've got to help myself to be the best thing for me I've got something good to give But for now I've got to love myself
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I've always feared that nothing I say has or will ever make a difference but I can't give up now I'm too deep in this, I've shown willingness I lack patience I want instant but I can learn somehow, I'll try my best.
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My lonely eyes, they beg me to reply But I'm weak and I'm shy And the door is looking rather nice It's been a couple years Moping around, foot in my mouth Incapable of exchange Terrified what might come out And it really is strange, I am not in any way the isolating type Perhaps it's an acquired trait When you lose the one you love Cause you can't love yourself Like every novel never finished That just winds up on the shelf Collecting dust, wasting away Like all of those missed opportunities That managed to escape Like never going back to college to finish your degree The destinations left untraveled Distance between family Becoming who you never wanted Living with the regret Trying to function through the bullshit Treating yourself with neglect.
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with the devil in my ear I set my morals aside I tested every remedy to cure the sad I suffered most of my life for a while, everything was just fine for a while I even gained the confidence I didn't have as a child ...and so it goes with the devil in my ear I set my values ablaze I did some terrible things that I will live with for the rest of my days for a while, I was begging for change but with the devil in my ear I didn't have any say at all ...and so it goes this might be the hardest thing that I will ever do but I cant avoid the truth of how my actions affect you I am weak, I am guilty I know you might not forgive me and that's fine I am weak, I am guilty I wish no one ever met me I guess I never learned what it takes to be strong ...and so it goes I'm prone to only what I know and I know I cant do this alone I cant be that person anymore I know I'm guilty, I know you might not forgive me but I'm ready and I'm willing these are the blues of my future history.

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The Blues of My Future History was written and recorded over a two month period in a rehabilitation center while in recovery for alcohol and drug addiction. Every new day of sobriety brought inspiration to make this album and renew my passion towards music that I'd misplaced in my addiction.

This one is very important to me, and I greatly appreciate anyone who gives it a listen.

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released September 1, 2017

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