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Deep Under The Soil
02:16
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moving too fast
I can't see what's in front of me
the high didn't last
and, now feels like eternity
Where do you go when you don't want to be here?
Where do you go when you don't want to be anywhere?
Where do you go when you're tired of everything?
yeah.
stuck in this room,
confined to my head
no curtains to draw,
there aint no window in here
no mat at the door cause
im afraid to let anyone in
again.
Where do you go when you don't want to be here?
Where do you go when you don't want to be anywhere?
Where do you go when you're tired of everything?
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Get Lost
03:43
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I've been told that my eyes are too close
I can reach but my limbs are much too short
maybe ill change my name, write a song called get lost
maybe I will find myself in Nashville
today I woke to snow covering the ground
maybe I can be someone who I never was
if I can change this time around
to be the best thing for me
find yourself in an empty conscience
dive inside so you know how I feel
how can I be myself in this room of silence
maybe this will bring us new perspective
I mean, a little snow has got me grinning loud
maybe it wasn't leaving that would save me
it's learning that I've got to help myself
to be the best thing for me
I've got something good to give
But for now I've got to love myself
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I Lack Patience
01:41
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I've always feared that nothing I say
has or will ever make a difference
but I can't give up now
I'm too deep in this,
I've shown willingness
I lack patience
I want instant
but I can learn somehow,
I'll try my best.
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My lonely eyes, they beg me to reply
But I'm weak and I'm shy
And the door is looking rather nice
It's been a couple years
Moping around, foot in my mouth
Incapable of exchange
Terrified what might come out
And it really is strange,
I am not in any way the isolating type
Perhaps it's an acquired trait
When you lose the one you love
Cause you can't love yourself
Like every novel never finished
That just winds up on the shelf
Collecting dust, wasting away
Like all of those missed opportunities
That managed to escape
Like never going back to college to finish your degree
The destinations left untraveled
Distance between family
Becoming who you never wanted
Living with the regret
Trying to function through the bullshit
Treating yourself with neglect.
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with the devil in my ear I set my morals aside
I tested every remedy to cure the sad I suffered most of my life
for a while, everything was just fine
for a while I even gained the confidence I didn't have as a child
...and so it goes
with the devil in my ear I set my values ablaze
I did some terrible things that I will live with for the rest of my days
for a while, I was begging for change
but with the devil in my ear I didn't have any say at all
...and so it goes
this might be the hardest thing that I will ever do
but I cant avoid the truth of how my actions affect you
I am weak, I am guilty
I know you might not forgive me and that's fine
I am weak, I am guilty
I wish no one ever met me
I guess I never learned what it takes to be strong
...and so it goes
I'm prone to only what I know
and I know I cant do this alone
I cant be that person anymore
I know I'm guilty, I know you might not forgive me
but I'm ready and I'm willing
these are the blues of my future history.
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